school.

Welp. We are back to the grind. So far so good with a few minor "not-so-good" moments.

The AC went out at the school down my hallway. Of course it would go out down my hallway, why not? I feel bad for people who never had it to begin with. I'm sitting in a classroom of 30+ students who forgot to wear deodorant and remind me every five minutes how hot it is. Thank you Sherlock, no one else noticed that everyone was melting. Kids have been collapsing throughout the district. Cancel school? Yes please. Will they? Of course not. My classes are large, but so far they have been good. As long as they keep the collapsing business to other places I'm good. I think I'll take my lunch and go sit in my car with the windows rolled up to cool down. Seriously, a 91 degree classroom is not ideal.

Everyone keeps asking if "it is so hard for me to leave Rhett." DUH. There is no such thing as a stupid question, but if there were, that would qualify. I feel like I'm shirking my motherly duties here and pawning him off on other women to raise. I have nightmares that one day I pick him up and he is calling the babysitter mom. I cry about it all the time, and for those of you who know me and my heart of stone crying is not a common occurrence. I can't wait for our first break. I'm just grateful that I have women I trust and love to watch the boy I love. It takes the sting away a little bit.